6 negative HIV tests spanning 6 years including one HIV PCR non detectable, am I truly negative though I have many HIV related symptoms including pgl?

Stop this, Joe. You're HIV negative. You're suffering from fears that do not make sense. We're glad to keep reassuring you, but you owe it to yourself to find out why you're so frightened. Please undertake some guided, structured self-study with someone that your physician can recommend. You owe it to yourself to free your mind so you can be a happier, more productive human being. Peace and love.