I have some decadurabolin and causes you to hallucinate?

Doubtful. I have been practicing hormone replacement therapy in aging and hypogonadal males for over ten years, and included deca durabolin in many of their replacement regimens. I have never had anyone complain of hallucinations. If the product you are using was obtained on the black market, and not manufactured by a domestic licensed compounding pharmacy, there could be inpurities in it causing your sx.