Hang in,ask for help
You have the right for someone to speak up for you.
This person is called a guardian ad litum and is a smart person appointed by the courts to look out for your best interest. You have a right to be heard too. It may take a while to sort things out for your situation, but lots of people are working behind the scenes to do what is best for you. Hang in there, behave well and ask to be heard!