What do you recommend if I am feeling so lonely. I'm afraid i'll be alone forever. Is life worth living?

Absolutely it is! Many people go through these difficult periods and things seem hopeless and lonely, only to get out the other side of these rough times and have happy, great lives! your life is always worth it. If you are even thinking about harming yourself, please see someone immediately. You are only 32 and have great life ahead of you! see someone as soon as possible to help you through this rough patch.