I just got over being sick from nerves, but I still sound like that actress with young husband who cheated. When will that start to go away?

Difficult Issues. Sounds like you may have experienced some relationship difficulties. It can take a long time to "move past" these feelings. It is important to be honest about how you feel and to look for healthy ways of coping with your emotions. Talking with a counselor or therapist could be of great benefit.