I always wanted a baby but had complications. Now I don't feel like I am bonding right. What can I do?

Call your doctor/CNM. Call your doctor for an appointment. You may have postpartum depression or anxiety that makes you feel like you are not bonding correctly. Your dr/midwife can speak to you about your symptoms and they can refer you if needed. Women who have had pregnancy complications may have an increased risk of ptsd (post-traumatic stress disorder) and it is important to get the right treatment.