No, I won't. I'm sorry you're thinking of killing yourself -- you must be suffering a lot. Instead i really suggest you reach out in your community for help. Call your doctor if you have one, or call the suicide prevention lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. They will connect you with local resources. You can also call 911 or go to an emergency room to get help. Life is precious, including yours!
No. That would be unethical. The bottom line is that with proper treatment - you may feel like your life is really worth living. If you are having thoughts about killing yourself, get seen at the nearest emergency room now. Have a friend or relative drive you or call 911 for emergency services for transport. You can call the National suicide hotlines 24/7 at 1-800-suicide (1-800-784-2433) .