I keep getting crocadile tears after sexual intercourse - am I ready for it?

Hmmm. Doesn't sound like it. Sex should be pleasurable and tears doesn't sound happy. This is a really hard topic. You should talk to your partner, your doctor and maybe a counselor. It is important to figure out why: is it painful? Are you scared? You should probably work it out before you try again. Waiting doesn't hurt.