Things must be pretty bad for you to see no other way to deal with your life. When you are really down the other options usually aren't apparent. After you read this please pick up the phone. Either call the national suicide
hotline at 1-800-suicide (1-800-784-2433) or 1-800-273 – talk (1-800-273-8255). You can call 24/7. Or call call a relative or friend to take you to the nearest er.